Sickness does wanders to the body as well as the mind; in my case bad habits came back and so did the weight. Since my last post, I've ingested I don't know how much fast food (crap), soda and altogether stuff I want to avoid. I can blame stress or mainly take responsibility for my lack of handling stress to falling back to eating as I have always done feeling worse and worse day by day. So now I'm back, not b/c its a new years resolution, but b/c the scale moves up, my health moves down and so does my healthy thoughts about myself. No way to live life. I recall how good I felt whilst juicing and would oh so like those days back (the plus side, I could fit into clothes I own that take over my closet but are unworn). Life is a responsibility and since I am living, I take the responsibility of myself to be healthy instead of living life behind a fast food bag, dr pepper and food that does nothing for me. Make over in many ways...
I have one more juice to complete for tomorrow. I will tell you, I gag at the smell of green lemonade though I know I once liked it. I wonder if this is going to be a new battle to win in my head?
Keep juicing, keep living...life is a responsibility, will I hide or will I face it head on?
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